Friday, January 30

Five things I'm grateful for today...

Upon the suggestion of my father I thought this was a good idea. Feel free to do the same.

1. This little foam rubber chicken on my desk that reminds me that I'm contributing to Native youth because I donated to the Indian Youth organization every paycheck.

2. A picture of my grandpa looking happy and healthy.

3. My music slave because she is awesome and find all the music I want for me. Luff ya Lisa!

4. My Indigenous poster that is autographed on my desk. (Mato rawks my socks)

5. Chocolate Milk. (It's still my fave)

Last nite...

Well this week as come and gone. Where does the time go? Me personally I'm a fucking myspace junkie and I rawk.

Awesome. I'm still partially slightly drunk from last night. Last night was really weird. It was kinda a me and Ryan night. We went to Alchemy/Alias last night and got really throwed off of Open Bar. NICE!

By 10 I'm was lightly toasted with a bit of butter and somehow this guy managed to hit on me enough to catch my interest. He was really kewl and he gave me head massage (that's orgazmic as fuck!). I had another pitcher of beer which I shared with Ryan. Ryan WAS having a great time dancing but then he decided to call the EX and subsequently was crouched in the corner for an hour and a half. Leaving me to be head molested by this guy. LOL. I'm not usually into white guys or syntha-goth guys in general but he was really kewl. And blunt as hell. I like that. I dont' know if I'll ever see him again but we'll see.

Ryan finally came out of his corner and I had already drank the rest of the beer and his (it was getting warm and it was abandoned which to me screams abuse!) and by that time he was sufficiently depressed so it was time to go. On the drive home, of course, he talked about her and how he wishes that we could be friends but she knows that I was out to get her and steal him away when they were together. WTF EVER! Girls got issues. Anyways, I was like what ever yo, I would be friends with her, she's trippin, and anyway. But it's all good. Drama time and tears later we landed home. We found roach all purdied up waiting for her ?"baby"? and it was funny because me and ryan started our own little rave at home. Roach and Ryan drank my Vodka shot and well all went to bed. Well me and Ryan did. Roach went out to meet the man of her dreams.

*Random the UPS man just dropped by and he's sexy as hell*

At least I woke on time for work this morning. It wasn't funny driving though. My senses are still a little shot but that's alright. I'm here I'm alive...I made it. Kudos for me.

FRIDAY RAN DUM!

Coooorazy! Yay! I found this and thought it was too creepy. It's following me....

Thursday, January 29

The Thursday Random

Click for Hilliarity @ Real DotRez

How to tell if it's luv "NDN style"
1. He adds you to his commodity foods household list.
2. He'll buy pampers for your baby, even if it ain't his.
3. He lets you give him hickies even when you've been together for awhile.
4. He hocks his rifle to bail you out of tribal jail.
5. He don't try to scam on any of your friends or cuzin's.
6. He'll hang onto you while walkin' round the arbour at the powwow.
7. He spends his firefighting check on you.
8. He tries to find a job, even when it's not fire season so he can buy you stuff.
9. He tells you that you have chokecherry eyes & frybread thighs!
10. He tells you that he luvs you, even when he's sober!

Wednesday, January 28

Windsday...

Today is another one of those crappy Washington winter days. Where it's not cold (Thank god) but it's icey as hell. I can even walk with good shoes. I wish I was in New York. The have snow like whoa. Thats kewl. I miss making snowmenz. *sigh*

I'm finally on my way to getting my own place. My Mates are on the job hunt. I get to watch my nephew and niece tonight and check out the new American Legends Disney (I know it's not really new but my sister just got her Disney of the month in the mail) I get to go to the Gym tonite. My friend Lisa is flying down for my birthday. My girl Stephanie is suppose to be my Anti-Valentines day date. (Where's your flight plans girl!) Benji is getting on my last nerve. And teh world is new.

I dunno. I'm all scrambled again.

For Carmen: if you look at what my brain DJ spins and right click, select save as, it'll give you that Billy Idol joint on MP3. Enjoy. I can hook you up with more but I'll give you that for now.

I'll jet for now. I'll probably come back to this after lunch. I'm hungry for some Oriental Ramen. Laters.

Tuesday, January 27

Tha aftermath...

Well it's Tuesday. I was still recovering from Friday *whew*

Ha ha just kidding. Friday was the bizzo, though. A fun time was had by all. Afterwork Benji so kindly drove me home but not before we stopped at the dolla cd shop and copped another couple cds. (Cece Penison, Mo'Money soundtrack, Ma$e. and the first Sugar Ray cd.) Man I have gotten the whole Sugar Ray collection for a dolla each. That's what I love about living in the big city. Po folk give up their good CD's and I get them for a dolla. Nice.

Anyways, Ryan got home exactly the same time I did to that was kewl. We all got ready, ate some pizza and then went on to HOME. HOME was great but we were almost the only girls there (me, kina, manda, and Roachie) We made the best of it anyways. We dance our asses off. Roachie got a lap dance (four to be exact) and a kiss for this hotness chick. Ryan found a kick ass girl and got her number and I made it homes safe. I would write more details but I just found out I"m getting off early so I'm going to go. Catch u all tomorrow.

Friday, January 23

Thank god it's Friday!

Finally!The week is over! And it's my Roacha's Berfday! And Ryan is comming in today! Hooray! I'm tired as hell. I just want to sleep. But no I have party like it's 2999. Damage for me. Oh wells! I'm rocking out with Billy Idol right now. *sings "It's ah...Nice Day...for ah....White Weh-Ding..."*

Oh yeah baby. Billy Idol is the shizzo.

Anyways, nothing much more than that. I'm all cracked up on a sugar high. I'm eating the loverly chocolates that mah gurl Midgie shent to me. Because she's knows I love chocolate. I don't know what else to say. *sings "If I had the chance, I'd ask the world to dance*

*Starts breaking out the running man followed by the roger rabbit*

As the Kool-aid man would say "Oh Yeah".

Ran Dum thing of the dae...

Hey everyone...its finally friday!!! yeahhh , I hope you all have an awesome weekend..and please be safe!!!
here is something to make you smile... :)

Male Date Rape


Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman.



A date rape drug on the market called "Beer" is used by many females to target unsuspecting men.



The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, from taps and in large "kegs."



Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them.



Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex.



Men are rendered helpless against this approach.



After several Beers, men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted.



After drinking Beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred.



At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of their life's savings, in a familiar scam known as "a relationship."



It has been reported that in extreme cases, the female may even be shrewd enough to entrap the unsuspecting male into a longer term form of servitude and punishment referred to as "marriage."



Apparently, men are much more susceptible to this scam after Beer is administered and sex is offered by the predatory females.



Please! Forward this warning to every male you know.



If you fall victim to this insidious Beer and the predatory women administering it, there are male support groups with venues in every town where you can discuss the details of your shocking encounter in an open and frank manner with similarly affected, like-minded guys.

Thursday, January 22

Since I have more time...

Well my best friend/ex-boyfriend/new roomate should be in sometime late tonite. Woo hoo. I can't wait. I love having my friend close to me and Ryan and I get along great for the most part. He's a great person. We bum head sometimes but that's cause he's a Taurus and I'm a kick ass Aries. (Bull headed/Stubborn Rams)

Speaking of which...

My beautiful sexy friend Midgie sent me this excerpt from a book she had about Aries women:

First-decanate Aries women are wild, free, and more pioneering than other Rams. They like to begin a project or a relationship with memorable force. There is no such thing as halfway for these gals. Many early-Aries avoid relationships, sometimes unconsciously. They prefer doing things their own way and don't like to answer to anyone else. These Aries women are incredibly purist in their attitude toward life, art, love, and everything else. They are not particularly stubborn, they are just incapable of compromising their integrity or watering down their intense personalities. They are naive in their business dealings, and most of them could use a good financial manager. They live in the now and don't worry about the future too much.

I find this to be soo true. There are many other excerpts but I thought this was the case cracker for me. Yep that's me in a nutshell.

Wednesday, January 21

Have you signed the petition?

Sign the NATIONAL HOLIDAY FOR NATIVE AMERICANS Petition

Click on the link above to petition for Columbus Day becomming a National Holiday for Native Americans. We all know Columbus didn't discover America. So what's the point in keeping it?

Sunday, January 18

It's 5 in da morn. Yeah!

Bud Light - Making Faces

Yet another of my randum sites. But this one is actually worthwhile. I stayed up all night laught and playing around with it. Check it out and you'll see.

Thursday, January 15

Bored out of my Gourd

So as I sit here thinking of something interesting to say I find that I have nothing. I sit here with a unopened mountain dew and the days brain droppings. My random thoughts. (Cause I'm randum) As I sit here listening to Bjork and John Coltrane I think to myself:

What am I here for?

Why do I do this?

Why do I breathe?

Why do I fall in love with boys that don't love me like that?

Why do I push away the ones that treat me like a princess?

Why do I pawn myself off as a sex object when Im not?

Why do I smoke so damn much?

Why do I pretend to not care that I'm not in school?

Why don't I get a second job since I really do need the money?

How am I going to get an apartment in two weeks?

Why do I like to my life to be complicated?

Why do I feel like a gay man inside a woman's body?

Why am I not focusing?

Why don't I write something substantial and quite wasting your time?

Am I going to go back to College?

Why am I addicting to buying little stuff that I don't need?



The answer plain and simple.

DRAMA

Wednesday, January 14

Can't Fade the G Dub spots!

Bush in 30 Seconds

Click on the link to see the commercials that will never be seen. They're good. Check it.

National Museum of the American Indian

National Museum of the American Indian

This is bound to be the greatest Grand Entry Ever!

Opening Information

On September 21, 2004, the Smithsonian's National Museum of the American Indian will open its new museum on the last available space on the National Mall in Washington, D.C. The new museum will be NMAI's centerpiece venue for ceremonies, performances, and educational programs, as well as a primary exhibition space for Indian arts, history, and material culture.

To share this special occasion with the public, the National Museum of the American Indian has planned grand opening festivities that include many special events and programs to be held throughout the museum's opening week.

Become a part of history!

Events will feature a Native Nations Procession, Opening Ceremony, and a six-day festival. They anticipate thousands of supporters from around the world will welcome and honor the arrival of the Museum.

Registration for the Procession may be completed online, by mail, or by fax, using the forms on the NMAI website. Questions can be submitted via phone or email. See the Frequently Asked Questions on the NMAI page for contact information and details.

Join me and thousands of others for this landmark day.

http://americanindian.si.edu/subpage.cfm?subpage=visitor&second=dc&third=openingprocession

Location Washington, DC

Tuesday, January 13

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My Randumbness...Spelling matters?

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Thursday, January 8

Down with the Siccness...



This is where I'm going...hopefully! I'm going snow tubing. Snow tubing is something everyone can do, it's an hour and a half away, and it's cheap. I can't wait. It sounds like soo much fun. I haven't been tubing since to goot ol days tubing down Ferry Butte on the Rez. Those were some of the good times. I remember this being one of the few times my older brother would take me and my sister out to to things. I remember climbing on his back and holding on for dear life as we whizzed so fast down the slope and then hitting the end and getting flipped in the air. That was soo much fun. I had mud and bruises on my hiney but they were all worth it for those precious moments with my older brother. I miss him although he's not dead. I haven't talked to him in over a year.

Oh well, enough crying around. I'm going tubing! Hooray!

Random Thing for the dae...

Check out this dude's drawings a he takes an Acid trip and draws periodically throughout his trip. It's pretty intesting and worth a good look if your boreded.

Click HERE

OR, if you want to see what happens to spider and there webs while on drugs..

CLIK HURR

Tuesday, January 6

Another long assssh quiz...cause I'm bored

[Name]: Spring Sunshine :P
[Date of Birth:] March 26th.
[Sign:] Aries, Baby!
[Current Location]: Washington, D.C.
[Height]: 5'8"
[Shoe Size]: 8 and a half
[Hair Color]: Med Brown, about to colour it black.
[Eye Color]: Med/light brown.
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: Righty.
[Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?]: . Depends on my mood.

DO YOU HAVE...
[Any Sisters?]: Numi
[Any Brothers?]: Alden, Ivan, Micheal, Sky
[Any Pets?]: Shaggy my cat that live in Idaho
[A Disease?]: I got Slurpies.
[A Pager?]: Used to...not activated
[A Personal Phone Number?]: Yah.
[A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?]: No, no studs.
[A Heroin Needle?]: Nope just my trusty crack pipe.
[A Pool or Hot Tub?]: Niet, neither.
[A Car?]: None, I'm po'.

DESCRIBE YOUR...
[Personality]: Dorky, silly, irratated, mysterious, sweet, cute, nice.
[Driving]: The speed limit maybe 4 miles over it (Yeah, I'm bad and dangerous).
[One you want]: Cute brown long hair nice smile.
[Room]: Sloppy/Purple/Glow in the dark stars/Organized mess.
[Shoes]: Black/some high/some low.
[School]: None currently.
[Bed]: Full and soft.
[Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: I love them both to death. My father is the greatest.

DO YOU...
[Like to Drive?]: Yeah, but only long distances.
[Get Motion Sickness?]: No.
[Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: Pingers.
[Dream in Color?]: Doesn't everybody?
[Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: Yes, always.
[Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: I have this cuddly bear with no name.
[Believe In Yourself?]: Absolutely.
[Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: Yes.
[Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: Yes
[Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: I am a good friend til you start free loading and start settling. Settling = boring.
[Get Along With Your Parents?]: Absolutely.
[Save Your E-mails?]: The funny, sweet, or ex-bf ones.
[Save Your Chat Conversations?]: the coolest ones.
[Like to Make Fun of People?]: Yeah, but only because I make fun of myself mostly.
[Like to Talk on the Phone?]: Not really. Only if I have to.

WHAT IS/ARE/WAS...
[Right Next to You?]: My attitude adjustment jar, my bottle of water and my choco milk.
[On the Walls of Your Room?]: Janet Jackson posters.
[On Your Mouse Pad?]: Pendelton print from (www.pendleton.com).
[Your Dream Car?]: Pontiac GTO/Dodge Dart.
[Your Dream Honeymoon spot]: Bora Bora.
[Your Bedtime?]: Try to be by 11 but usually not.
[Under Your Bed?]: Porn, old clothes, unused blankets and God know what else.
[Your Bad Time of the Day?]: When I get home from work and realize I should go to the Gym?
[Your Worst Fear(s)?]: The Dark.
[The Most Recent Trick You've Played on Someone?]: Magik Thumb with my nephew.
[Your Funniest Experience?]: Anytime with Numi (We alwasy laugh and laugh hard).
[Your Scariest Moment?]: Being alone outside in the rain all night with no where to go.
[The Silliest Thing You've Ever Said?]: God, I don't know ask Dangerous Angel.
[The Worst Feeling in the World?]: Realizing the man you love doesn't love you and you don't care.
[The Best Feeling in the World?]: Spooning with your partner, beating Ryan at Tekken Tag and chess in the same day, my nephews face at christmas, getting a hair cut that looks great, being asked on a date, getting to know someone for the first time and realizing you've met one of your soulmates, being drunk with your friends @ 5 am in the morning and realizing you have the bestest friend in the whole world.

FAVORITE...
[Number?]: 9.
[Color?]: Purple.
[Month?]: March baby.
[Song?]: Creep by Radiohead.
[Movie?]: Mona Lisa's smile got added recently.
[Food?]: Native and Mexican.
[Season?]: Spring, of course.
[Class?]: Contemporary Issues in Native American Society.
[teacher?]: Roger Horrocks.
[Drink?]: Choco Milk/Ginger Ale.
[Store?]: Urban Outfitters.

THIS OR THAT
[Me/You]: You.
[Coke/Pepsi]: Virgin, ha ha but if I hafta choose Coke.
[Day/Night]: Night.
[Aol/Aim]: AIM.
[Cd/Casette]: CD.
[Dvd/Vhs]: DVD.
[Jeans/khakis]: jeans.
[Car/Truck]: Truck.
[Tall/Short]: Tall.
[Lunch/Dinner]: Dinner.
[Britney/Christina]: Christina.
[Gap/Old Navy]: Old Navy.
[Alcohol/Weed]: Alcohol.

LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
[Do you have a bf/gf?]: No.
[Do you have a crush?]: Yeah, Shane West.
[If you're single... why are you single?]: The thrill is gone
[How long was your longest relationship?]: Four years.
[How long was your shortest relationship?]: Two months.
[Who was your first love?]: DeWayne Rhodd.
[what do you miss about them?]: laughing with him, his big o'lips, his scrawny arms.

THE PAST
[What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?]: I didn't stick with college the first time.
[What is the last thing you said?]: Can I get a Choco Milk too?
[Who is the last person you saw?]: Benjamin.
[Who is the last person you kissed?]: Lisa for New Years Eve
[Who is the last person you hugged?]: My father this morning.
[Who is the last person you fought with?]: Kina.
[Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: Benji.
[What is the last TV show you saw?]: Law and Order SVU.

THE PRESENT
[What are you wearing?]: My black Karate pants and my purple turtle neck.
[What are you doing?]: Listening to the lastest District Soul mix.
[What song are you listening to?]: See above.
[Where are you?]: In Rockville, MD @ the Dept. of Health and Human Services.
[who are you with?]: My co-worker Crystal.
[what are you feeling?]: Tired and a bit hungry.

FUTURE
[What day is it tomorrow?]: Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
[What are you going to do after this?]: Eat Lunch and take a nap.
[What do you want to be?]: A children's advocate/counselor.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Drank?]: Yes.
[Smoked?]: No.
[Had sex?]: Yes.
[stolen?]: Yes.
[Wanted to die?]: Yes.
[hit someone?]: Yes.

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
[What do you most like about your body?]: My hair/smile/EYES/lips.
[And least?]: My teeth.
[How many fillings do you have?]: Don't know.
[Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking?]: Yes.
[Do you look like any celebrities?]: Used to look like Danica Keller now I don't have a clue.

FASHION
[Do you wear a watch?]: Sometimes.
[How many coats and jackets do you own?]: five.
[Favorite pants/skirt color?]: worn out jeans from Pac Sun.
[Most expensive item of clothing?]: Coach hand bag.
[What kind of shoes do you wear?]: Sneakers/boots/these cute high heels I have.
[Describe your style in one word]: Eclectic.
[How old are you mentally?]: Sometimes 20 sometimes 26.
[What is your worst quality?]: I'm too nice to people sometimes, when I shouldn't be.
[What is your best quality?]: I'm open.
[How long does it take you get ready in the morning] about 15 minutes.
[Did you like this quiz?]: It was alright but tedious. I got tired at the end.

Monday, January 5

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Seductive Flirt


What Kind of FLIRT are you?
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Friday, January 2

Another Get to know you...Cause you know you wanna know me.

1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?
New York City, NY

2. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING?
My Green "Joe Mamma" shirt by Paul Fizzle.

3. FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Cheek bones and Long Hair

4. WHAT IS THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT?
Chevelle - The Red

5. WHERE IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
Having coffee and ciggies @ a kick-ass coffee shop.

6. WHERE IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE?
Waiting in line @ the bank. (It's the suuuuuck)

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED?
In my bed by a good friend.

8. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT-STRONG BODY OR STRONG IN MIND?
Being strong in mind is always important.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Dulche De Leche by Haagen Daaz

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE?
Microwave! The greatest invention eva...

11. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY?
People who chew with their mouths open. I HATE HATE HATE that.

12. IF YOU COULD PLAY AN INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Guitar or turntables

13. FAVORITE COLOR
Used to be purple but that's getting played out. I like pinks and browns.

14. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV.
Sports car. If I had a family it would be an suv.

15. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
Yeah I do.

16. FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK
"Oh the places you'll go" by Dr. Suess Mc Clure....(inside joke)

17. FAVORITE SEASON
Spring of course!

18. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
Washing dishes.

19. IF YOU COULD HAVE A SPECIAL POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Read peoples minds.

20. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, OR PIERCING AND WHAT IS IT OR WHERE?
No tats, soon to be lip pierces. (again)

21. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
I though that said Jiggle. tee hee. No.

22. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO:
My ex-boyfriend GayRhodd. I'd tell him off and kick him in the Nads.

23. YOUR FAVORITE DAY?
Sunday....It's national pocrastinators day. (Procrastinate now, don't put it off)

24. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR?
Probably the river it's in...

25. DO YOU PREFER SUSHI OR HAMBURGER?
hamburger

26. HOW YOUNG ARE YOU?
23 going on 18

27. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU SEND THIS TO, WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
I dunno, I guess it depends on who reads this sheeyight

28. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
My Momishu. (It the kids that are bringing her down. rawr)

29. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?
Cheesecake!

30. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW?
It's a toss between Law and Order (SVU) and Law and Order (CI) ha ha ha.

31. WHO IS YOUR AMERICAN IDOL?
That Ryan chick from Texas. She was pretty kewl. Frenchie was also teh badness.


Anyways, TTFN

As I mature...(For the new year)

I've learned that you cannot make
someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years
to build up trust, and it only takes
suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by
on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you'd better have a big willy
or huge boobs.

I've learned that you shouldn't
compare yourself to others - they are
more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting
long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible
for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that regardless of
how hot and steamy a relationship is at
first, the passion fades, and there had better
be a lot of money to take its place!

I've learned that 99% of the time when
something isn't working in your house, one
of your kids did it.

I've learned that the people you care most
about in life are taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never go away.

Pass this along to whoever...trust me,
they'll appreciate it. Who knows, maybe
Something good will happen.
If not...tough sh*t.