Good News...
My hair is getting longer! Yey!
Bad News...
I'm on my own again. Por que? Well lets just say alot of extra stuff outside of us got in the way. That & life just got the better of...I'll say me cause I can only be responsible for what I contributed to the relationship. Which in all honesty was nothing substantial...I'll just say there are only so many times a girl can be understanding before she finds herself alone. But those are the breaks I suppose. The prices we will happily pay to be with the ones we love.
Is it over over forever and ever..Hell no. My heart belongs to only one. But again...being only responsible for me. I have to be a little more established in life before I will choose to give up everything again to be in love. Which for me means paying people back for what they lent me over the past month...getting a real job or at least my old job back. And the grand plan of them all. Move to Seattle...and go to school. I'll write more about this later. But for now...that's just the World News Update.
Its funny. The number one reaction I get out of everyone when I tell them that for all intents and purposes...I'm alone again...people are like...Dang Spring, You were like a wild horse that no one could tame and then bam! Someone caught you and you claimed to have been tamed...
Maybe I just wasn't ready to be tamed and thats why it didn't work out. Maybe in the process of wanting to stand still, I figgited a little too much. Who knows. All I know is that, yes, everyone, I'm fine. Just cause I'm back to being miss independent doesn't mean that I stopped loving him or him me. Its just the breaks for this moment in time. He's still the one my heart belongs too. But my path still is going in a direction not quite parallel to his...
Maybe someday.
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