Where the heck have I been?

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Yeppers! 49 States, France, Germany, Switzerland and Austria. Not bad, eh?

If your bored...lemme know where yooou have been, eh?

Public adoration for the couple I <3 the most!

Congradulations, my loves. You guys made it! The first year is over and done with.

Numi, my little sister, I'm so proud of you for all that you've done thus far and all that you continue to do. You are an awesome Mom and couldn't have picked a better father for your children. Peter, I love you and even though I don't quite express it all the time. I wouldn't want any other brother in the whole wide world, not for a billion dollaz (maybe a trillion, Aye!). Plus, you are so much fun to pick on and razz. (you know you love it!)

You two have truely been an inspiration to me and watching the love you guys have for each other makes me wanna cry sometimes. (and actually makes me wanna barf on occasion) Seriously though, I don't know what I'd do without you two. The both of you. Well the four of you. You guys are the best because you have given me the most beautiful niece and craziest/funniest/dorkiest nephew I could ever possibly ask for. I know it hasn't always been easy for you guys but you sure do make it seem that way. You guys make it look fun.

So here's to the next year and many more after that. May the creator/Maheo/God continue to bless you both...

~*~Happy Anniversary, Kids!~*~

I love you guys!

When they first got engaged

What a freaky couple...

My beautiful nephew

My beautiful niece

me and my numi on her wedding day!


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Mvto!

Spring aka Joigazm

Back to being the dork that is me.

Fuck, I'm a fucking dumbass. I had to...I was in a trance. It was an out of body experience. Like it wasn't even me....WTF? Yeah I'm a dork. And I love this movie for sentimental reasons...

You know that song "Breakfast at Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something....?

"And I said "What about Breakfast at Tiffany's?"
She said "I think I remember the film..."

If it said what about The Warriors...yeah that's totally my mom and dad. They used to watch that movie ova and over. I love it cause I love my parents. They're cute like that. (if you're confused again, yes my parents are divorced and are still best friends and are still so cute together)

Anyways...I went on to buy the movie/soundtrack/and they are making a game based on the film to come out in August. I'm like...pfffffffffffffffffffffffffft...WTF, kids!? It's so on....







If you would like to join in the dorkness that is moi...by all means...go to http://warriorsmovie.co.uk/

Thank you for the 5 seconds you'll never get back. :D

A beautiful day...

I took the day off today because I was really tired and drained. I needed the day off to refocus my energies and myself as well. I didn't really think twice this morning about calling in like I usually do. Today was just a day to sit at home and rest and conversate with my sister Roach.

We talked alot about our spiritualites and alot about the people we are. I mostly needed to get off my chest and focused on where I am now because of all this change in my life. I'm not afraid of it. Usually, I would be. With the death of my mom and the death of my daughther. I have a strong urge and need to one myself with everything in my life. My new apartment being somewhat at the forefront of it all. I'm finally moving out on my own. Into the real world. With a real job and a real space of my own. Not shared by roommates. Mine. For me, getting this apartment means so much and is a testiment to where I am in my life.

I've come so far from being that selfish/selfless little girl that was tied down to obligations in the family so much so that it hindered my wellbeing. People always felt a need to protect me and to baby me and take care of me and I in return felt obligated to take care of everyone's kids cause I was single and had no "real" obligations.

I'm finally comming into not having to rely or ask everyone to help me out with my life. (although that will never cease cause everyone needs a little help now and then) But the key word being rely. I'm finally comming into being able to trust myself and not judge myself so harshly for the person I was/am. I am who I am. I'm becomming more responsible and self-reliant by the day and that means so much to me and makes me proud of myself for comming so far.

I'm sure there will be challenges that will face me because I've made this declaration of myself but it's only a test to see how badly I do want this. After I get through this, the next challenge will be school cause that's the only thing I've been really shifty about. I've let all my opportunties go to hell and now I'm at the bottom for that. (My GPA is lower than anyone wants to acknowledge)

Anyway that's neither here nor there.

I am where I am which is where I am suppose to be. I have my friends that I learn so much from in the day to day. And I love them all. I tend to attract turtle people in my life. Everyone one of my friends in my immediate circle that I cherish daily are turtle people. I think that's kewl. (Turtle people are the burden bearers, spiritualist and connectors to the earth)

Blah blah blah. So that's where my day is.

Talking with Roch about all this made me feel peaceful and at one with all that's going on around me. So today is a great day. I would get all NDN and say "Today is a good day to die" but I'm not ready yet. It is but is soo not my time to go. There is so much on this earth I was meant to accomplish that when it's fianally all over, I know I will have live a fullfilled life and have no regrets. My journey here has only just begun and I am at one.